my mind is aflutter after it hits me, Im going to meet a awesome guy, not just meet but he is getting on a bus and coming to my place for a week. I was scared before, my mind full of thoughts of what if but could it... he probably wont be able to stand me.. we might not be compatible.. is this real?...he's madly in love with me! or so it seems.. I wish I could say I love him but sadly I dont know what that is.
yesterday we told the chatroom about our arrangement. I spoke for us with him.. its was odd and made my chest feel like I was gonna rise out of my seat.. us.. you see for my whole life all I've thought about was me.. Ofcourse I care and did things for others but that begining thought .. that introduction of who is making the action.. instead of me it was us.... I liked that . It was very nice. something fulfilling about saying something together with conviction.
was this it?.. was this love? or perhaps just a teenage romance... either way I feel its time to move in my life...
chapter 3
Branden.
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